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Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Why Am I so..

Recently, I had so many doubt and fear in my life. 
There was lot of things, stuffs, I've been thinking about.

Being the Leader of an organitation doesn't mean you are great in everything.
Having such good scores doesn't mean you're smart enough in all things.
Laughing with all your friends doesn't mean you're happy and fine, at everytime.
Instead, I am only me.

I taught about my days and future
I put all of the fear on my head and it flow into my heart. 
I think negatively everyday and it affect my mood
Oh Lord, Why am I so weak?

I've been through a lot things since the last time I posted my blog.
I lose some faith, competitions, friends, and the others.
Everything has just come and gone, dissappear.
Oh Lord, Why am I so stressed up?

In my life I've never been this sad..
Even all of my words couldn't, and wouldn't be able to describe how it feels, how it is really going.

All that I can do, is lay on my knee
Sing my praises and pray to You, Lord

Lord please hear me,
Jesus please take me higher