Oh, Love..

I'd like to use sarcastics than sweet words

It'd be better to talk based on my brain than my heart

But when it comes to 

All those 'little things' called

Love

Suddenly I lose all of my sarcasm language

 

Respect?

Once you lost my respect, you'll never get it back as MUCH as you had before

Thankyou and You're welcome :) 

Friendship

Is not only when you love them

But when:

You hate, love

Want to kiss, want to kick

Too loud, pretty quiet

Giving secret, keeping secret

The only thing for sure: always be real 

And when you think that they don't like you,
At the time they surprise you

That friendship, will last forever 

EPIC BIRTHDAY WISH

12th August, 2013 (yesterday) was my 16th birthday.
My friends gave me lots of wish which made me laugh and love them more.

Before, I wanna thank:

1. Corine Stefannie, for the first person who remembered my birth date
2. Jennifer Mariana, Vena, and Tami,  for my new friend BUT so damn care to me, sorry I couldn't put your     screenshot here 'cause some reasons ;) But you have epic wishes too!
3. Edgina Myra, Meliantha Marsha, Alvine Febrizio, Thomas, Jeremy. Those GEEKS have always been           there for me to make me laugh, cry, angry, happy. I love you guys, I really do.
3. Whoever who put my damn sillly picture in their displaypicture (blackberrymessanger). You put the effort     to know me :)
4.To everyone! Sorry I have no ability to put every pictures here, but you know that means a lot to me!

I Love You To The Moon and Back Again !

Here are some:

1. About getting William MasterChefIndonesia season 3 #aaaww

2. About ability to wake up in the morning #lol

3. 'Don't get 'toooo' smart (?) 

4. "Please get a boyfriend, at least Prince Charming"

5. Don't be that 'slow loading' and develop my CRAZY ideas

                                               

6. To be more beautiful, sexier, smarter, SKINNIER, etc

 

7. From special senior girl in my life. I love them 'much.

She had the same name with me lol

She's an adorable senior 

She's damn special for me, my cutest one!

7. Best Wishes 

I Just Wanna ThankYou ALL

God has blessed me very much 

I believe He does for you everyday

Have a blessed day and life

Love,

Aileen Gabrielle

Tell, Give, Take, and Catch Me :)

I don't know if I still have a chance or not

Thinking about things only make my stomach hurt

If I have the light, please tell me

If I have some times, please give me

If I have all of those chances, please take me

Take me to the sky, 

I will fall

Fall for you

But make sure,

You'll catch me 

Can't You Relate?

Like  a  wave  that  comes and  goes

Often, we're be loved and left 

for a very short time

How to Relax?

Freshing your mind, your body, your spirit

Freshing yourself..

I am and You are

Just because I am, who I am 

Why do everything looked so complicated

Thing goes wrong and nothing goes right

I won't leave, will you?

Meanwhile, I love you, for who you are

LOL

 Things that make me smile? Guess it :) 

Be Kind to Yourself

When things didn't work well

And you put yourself in a "blue dramatic life"

Sadly, noone cares. 

Slow down. Be kind and don't push yourself extremly hard,

God knows what's best.

Calm down, never give up, but be kind to yourself,

don't hate yourself

Honest Confession

I realized that he didn't take all of my heart
You came and I was sure, the person who give me its light

But please make me sure about this feeling

At the same time, you gave me chocolate and poison
Yet, I still consider
Yet, respect your way
Eventhough I put my doubt

Are you mad at me?
I can't keep hating you and it hurts me
As much as I broke his heart,
If you hate me,

What will I fight for?
Apology?

It was written

September,2010

The clock doesn't want to stop, eventhough you could pay for.

For a while, I want go back to my past, fix all of my mistakes. But it just can't.

"Really? Is it right? Is it right that time can't be repeated? Even it's only 5 minutes? 1 minutes in dream?

I couldn't change anything even I regret it. Meanwhile, ticktock, time's spinning

The old heart's scars are too late to be burned. It all just been graven in my heart.

Want to deny, but the denial only gives the opposites

After you lose everything, then you'll realize

That the 'Passage of Time' was real,is real.

It can't be seen by eyes, only by heart

I want to walk in it, straight, keep going straight, hoping it's having the end

Until I find someone that left me behind

In the 'Passage of Time'

It was written 

Yet, by little girl who lost hopes and dreams,

but she rises again until now.

Sweet Reality

Yesterday, 

I woke up and things were sweet

Nothing to worry about

Made it count as much as I desserve

You and me, living a sweetdreamworld

Who knows

Today It's all just dissapeared

Heart's broken even more than a nail does

Who you really are?

I think I knew you, and you surprise me.

Just DON'T STOP having faith

For the things which aren't possible and believed, God has some ways to "shake" your stomach and say  

"I could do it for you, babe ;)"

To be Simply Happy?

Make your love and kindness limitless 

 you don't how much it means to those who need them..